Friday, March 03, 2006

not much thing to blog tho. oh. i have a pimple in my ear. and it's hurting me like hell. aarrg. i hate pimples okayy. i shall ask god why he created pimples in the first place. haha

anyway, i feel so bad. for not studying for my common test hard enough. and know what?? last year, i'm always first for english. but now? i'm like the top 20 or something?? i honestly have to do something about it man. haha. well. i can't blame anyone other then me. cuz i haven been studying the way i should ever since school start. hmm

about SRC. i hasn't got any confirmation if i'm in or not. because the person-in-charge hasn't talk to me yet. but they just ask me go for training. hhaha. and now, i just pray and pray that i will be able to get in. because i realised that they are really good. in terms orf skills and people. their training's good. like. you learn things that you dont learn in school. like their training can make you improve and stuff?? which i think is really good. at lease it makes me feel that i did improve. hahhaha. and about the people. they are nice people. they tlak to you. crazy with you and stuff. hahha. good.

about school. the same old thing. i hate that guy. his still as irritating as ever. and i hate it when he actually DISCUSS during the test. and yet he has the cheek to defend himself when we ask him to keep quiet by syaing that he dont knwo that's why his asking around. HELLO. YOUARE HAVING A TEST. NOT A DISCUSSION. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? and it has totally no concern with you why i am still in school. i am way much beter then you.

SO WHAT IF I AM 19 AND STILL IN SCHOOL. AT LEASE I AM CHERISHING THIS CHANCE. I AM STUDYING. ACHEIVING GOOD GRADES BY STUDYING HARD AND NOT CHEATING IT HARD. AT LEASE I AM NOW A PREFECT, SERVING THE SCHOOL AND NOT BRINGING THE SCHOOL'S REPUTATION DOWN BY SMOKING OUTSIDE SCHOOL IN SCHOOL UNIFORM LOITERING IN SCHOOL UNIFORM WITH BAD COMPANIES. I GET INVOLVE IN CCA SO THAT I WON'T WASTE MY TIME. I APOOLOGISE WHEN THE TEACHER THINKS I TALK TOO LOUD AND NOT SCOLD THE TEACHER BACK BY SAYING THINGS LIKE "EH!! WHAT?? JUI BA BU SHI NA LAI JIANG HUA NA SHI LAI ZUO SHEN ME??" I THINK THIS IS DAMN CHILDISH. I DON'T LISTEN TO THE MP3 OR IPOD IN CLASS AND BLAZE IT TO THE MAX IN CLASS BECAUSE FIRSTLY, WE ARE NOT EVEN SUPPOSE TO LISTEN TO IT IN CLASS AND SECONDLY, IT WILL DISTURB THE CLASS. I DON'T TALK AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE LIKE AS IF I'M SCREAMING IN CLASS BECAUSE THIS IS VERY DISTURBING TO THOSE WHO WANTS TO STUYDY IN CLASS. WHEN I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE TEAHCER IS TEACHING, I WILL ASK AGAIN POLITELY. WHEN I TALK IN CLASS AND MISSED WHAT THE TEACHER'S TEACHING, I BLAME MYYSELF FOR NOT LISTENING IN CLASS AND NOT BLAME THE TEACHER FOR NOT KNOWING HOW TO TEACH. WHEN MY FRIEND'S ON THE VERGE OF GIVING UP, I TELL THEM NOT TO AND NOT INFLUENCING THEM BY TEACHING THEM THE BAD AND IMMORAL THINGS. UNLIKE YOU. ALL YOU DO IN CLASS IS TALK, SMOKE, MAKING FUN OF OTHERS AND SLEEP. YOU THINK YOUR STILL IN SEC ONE AR? YOUR ALREADY IN SEC 4 AND YET YOUR STILL NOT STUDYING. STILL WASTING YOUR LIFE AWAY.

aarrgg. i really hate people like that. and i should give myself a pat on the shoulder for surviving a year with people like that. -well done nicole-

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